You all have such great advice for me, and I wish I could share what I'm going through.
Maybe sometime soon.
I am going to start some new patterns soon, so I'll share those with you. I am needing to get back to my office to get some work done at our store. So many things, and so little time.
I'm so thankful that Jesus promised to NEVER leave me and NEVER forsake me. I am standing on that promise every second of every day right now! HE is sending exactly what I need, just as I need it, BUT there are other issues with other people that make my blood simmer.
I'm having a hard time forgiving, and I KNOW I must.
Actually, I have spoken the words "I forgive them", but I still have such anger towards them.
I don't ever want to see them again as long as I live. I can't understand such cruelty they caused a loved one. It is like when someone hurts a baby or a child, and I'm not talking about a spanking. There was one the other day where the parents had shot the young boy with a B-B gun and beaten him with a bat. They killed him. Imagine the Hell he went through from birth to death?! And the authorities KNEW about it and did NOTHING!!! I wish someone would beat THEM with a bat and shoot THEM with B-B's.
I realize you have no idea what I'm talking about. I'm sorry about that. Just know I am here, and I have a new project. I will fill you in as soon as I can.
Hugs coming your way always,